All Over

It rang in my head
all day
I kept thinking
and thinking
the neurons firing inside
that all I reallly
needed
was more time
more
pain
then I could do it
then
I could
I could give in
and do what I was longing to
it was like
reaching out to touch the fire
even though you know
its going to burn
my skin tingled
and it was
all over.