help

I keep treating this with gloves on
telling myself that one day
I won't need them
that it will be safe to take them off
and work on
something else
but I know better
I don't want to help you do this
pluck the fowl
somehow hide all the feathers
stop time and walk in between
somehow riding the edges
and not getting cut
I can stop this ride anytime
I don't have to keep going
I know better I swear to Him I do
but I stay in my seat
here in this nightmare
once more again
waiting for justice to prevail
or you to change your mind
just come to your senses suddenly
but its all a crazy lie
I don't want to help you do this
but I do