There

Once again I get heady 
and I leave the room
it builds up inside
so I leave too soon
tracing old scars 
and waiting for the new
it all bleeds in together
muscle and sinew
you put forth problems
but answers reflect
questions arise
but the solutions neglect
you show what you want
and keep what you heed
keep ripping up the weeds 
but missing the seed
and there it grows 
and it multiplies
doubt creeping like a vine
behind pained eyes
you see colors
you see the beauty in the rain
I'm done dancing
because I feel it as pain
don't point at me and judge
don't point at me and stare
you haven't been me
you haven't been there.