A Recollection

My first memory
Is
Running
Down a long
Hallway
Running toward
Something
Running from
Something
I still
Don’t recall
But my heart
Pounding

Looking Back

I still
Look back
It’s been so many years
You left when
I was young
And everyone said
Everyone
That I was
So much better
Better off not knowing
The pain of
Losing you
A nameless shadow
A cup of
Coffee
The skeletal system
Betty
And
Moo
But I
Do
I was the one who
Watched
I looked on as everyone sank
Into the darkness
You left
Behind
You never even
Looked
Back

Guide

People want
Self help
Because
They
Are all
So willing
To help only
Themselves

Life.

I sit here
thinking
that it's just
a matter
of time.

to r and j both of you.

try to
understand
that I didn't
want to love you
choice
was never
an option
feelings,
however wrong
can't always
be harnessed
my heart
is a stallion
even I can't
rein her in
I just
pick up
pieces after her
and the unruly path
she treads upon.

neutral

why is it
so
wrong
to feel something
anything...