Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Things I thought about on the ride home tonight.

God, it's cold out
here
don't forget to
look over
your shoulder
let them
go ahead of you
turn left
What did you just say?
I'm going to go through
this light now
I don't think
anyone saw
Can't believe I'm out of there
on the road before
eleven thirty
She must be chilly
here's the
heat
Let me start the music
but I
keep it low
she's talking
about things I can't
have about
things she thinks
I'll get
I want to die
but I want to
live these things
but not like
we're here now
can't you just
get out of my car lady
I want to get
home before
they fall asleep
I have to stop
why are there so many
animals in the
street
I think I'm
going too fast
but my life is going so
slow
everyday
the same steps
just to get to
this ride
these are the things I
thought about tonight
on the ride
Can't you keep that car on the
right side?
My light is too
dim
there's really no one
out here tonight
I never get pulled over
I need to hear
that song again
no one is
ever listening
I really think I could
get lost
never get home
never take this
ride again
everyone pulls the
trigger sometime.

Sunday, November 01, 2009

Dead

What is this?
and...
When will my life
start again?
I don't
want to
stay
dead...

Did that sound
convincing
to your ears?

Pathetic 1

I was really
hoping
I would
start
to feel better
if I pretended
like by faking it
I could fool everyone else
in context,
I can even fool a partner...
but I can never
fool
myself