You

You try and push me
through this
but I'm so still
I keep on waiting for
the moment
the thrill
but there's no spark left
no spark in me
nothing left but words
on the ceiling
I carried You inside
so long
put You in that place
deep inside
heart and mind
and went off on a chase
but there's
no moment
there's no victory

without You
I'm nothing
just a mystery