sick
myself
sick
i looked
at what
was down there
these days
i make
myself
sick
A collection of thoughts over time.
Stuck inside dying
dreams and mistakes
trading stories and lies like a game
Thoughtlessly changing
whatever I can
but everything still seems the same
it's always so sad
but incredibly beautiful
and I gave at whatever the cost
I know what I had
and what I've forsaken
can't find the way when you've lost
Think of the things
you don't get to see
things you can never replace
Say it's not so
can't keep on believing
Someone will notice your face
It's always so sad
and incredibly beautiful
and I gave at whatever the cost
I know what I had
and what I've forsaken
can't find the way when you've lost
And I opened myself to core
they knew I could not offer more
It's always so sad
and incredibly beautiful
and I give whatever the cost
I know what I had
and I was mistaken
can't find the way when you've lost